Honkerburger

2012-02-16T22:26:00.000+08:00

My first proper essay for 2012! The one I did back then has got like 7/30 marks? I didn't do it properly but this time I did so...... Let's hope I pass this one. It's just a draft, gonna rewrite it later!

2012-02-02T10:04:00.001+08:00

It's Block B's comeback and Pyo's birthday.

I am so................essited.

Block B Fan-Account in Singapore

2011-12-30T21:28:00.001+08:00

27 December 2011

Waited at the airport for a few hours. Made a lot of Rated jokes (i will never change) and laughed a lot to kill time. Their arrival was at 1:50pm, but they came out at around 2.20pm? We saw B-Bomb first. He stuck out his head. Erra saw first and she said “OMG B-BOMB” and I started screaming.

They came out…

Kyung: Grey scarf.

B-Bomb: Shades and Hoodie.

U-Kwon: Hat.

Jaehyo: Black scarf.

After snapping a few pictures, we went to rush to our stalking van. Our van’s number is 2929 and Block B’s is 8228.

We caught up with their van from their right.

Yep, that’s B-bomb. We waved to him like crazy but he didn’t respond. He looked and then he turned to his left. Beside him was TaeIl. B-bomb took out his phone and looked through his text and contact list. Totally ignoring us, we (the peeps in the van) joked and called him “Bitch Bomb”. We understand that he’s tired though. In fact, he did not wave or even smile to the other people who were stalking them (total of 8 stalking vans. The other people were also raging on Twitter on how B-bomb was ignoring). Their van then went ahead of us.

We caught up with them, but this time on their left side. I could only see U-Kwon. He was sucking a lollipop. U-Kwon read Erra’s fanboard and he raised his eye-brow.

I just smiled and then I looked at the back, someone was tying to get my attention. I couldn’t see his face because it was blocked by the curtain. I could only see his hand moving. Apparently that person was pointing to my “Dancing Machine” board.

The person pointed to my board with so much enthusiasm, and I kept nodding my head but showing actions which said “WHO ARE YOU?!”. He moved his curtain a bit, and it was Kyung! Kyung pointed to me and my board, then his head. He was trying to tell me that he remembered me.

FLASHBACK on 25 July 2011:

I tweeted to him my customized link of the GIF and he used my link to tweet.

So anyway after he did that, I screamed like some asdfghkl in the van and I showed Kyung a thumbs up. He responded by showing me two thumbs up. Then he waved at me. And then their van went past ours.

They went to their hotel at Ritz Carlton. It is a 5-star hotel and it only lets the people who stays there go inside. So yes, we fans had to wait outside.

(above) Sam and Denise writing on the polaroid pictures.

We waited for the boys patiently, and when they finally came out, we went to follow them again.

Caught up with their van. B-bomb was sitting at the same spot again, but wearing a different black hoodie this time.

We banged lightly on the window to get his attention but he still wasn’t looking. As a joke, I stuck out my middle finger. He saw it and he laughed! U-Kwon was sitting beside him, and B-bomb showed U-kwon. U-kwon looked and he laughed too. I didn’t know that my middle finger had been stuck out for a long time ㅠㅠ Van peeps and I started laughing out loud too. Then we overtook their van to get to their next destination. Their van was behind us, and I joked saying that “Block B are stalking us! So honored!”

We stopped at Amoy Street. Each member went out and entered the restaurant.

Us van peeps went somewhere else to go buy our own snacks.

Got in the van, went back to the hotel.

I only got B-bomb’s picture taken. P.O waved at us :)

They were at the hotel for the whole time and it was only 6pm if I’m not wrong. Jet lag~

Ashikin and I managed to sneak into the hotel at night. (I HAVE MY OWN WAYS. I am a ninja!) Hahahahaha. It was because the others were wearing their Block B shirts and only Ashikin and I were wearing our jackets.

The boys went swimming!

Reached Erra’s place with Eiyzati at 12.30am. Slept.

28 December 2011

The boys had some press conference to attend. We waited for them.

In the van, van peeps decorated a mini Xmas tree with the polaroid pictures we wrote on yesterday.

Oh! Ashikin was telling me about how I already got death threats from people because they found out “someone pointed the middle finger at Block B”. Scary people. IT WAS ONLY A JOKE. I didn’t even think that he’ll see it, but too bad he did! I KNEW he wouldn’t take it seriously because he laughed. HE FREAKING LAUGHED.

I decided to just write an apology letter anyway. It’s sincere, don’t worry. I did felt a teeny bit of guilt.

After they were done with the press conference, they were heading off to another restaurant. On the way there, we caught up with their van. We were on their left side, and B-bomb was sitting at the back. His eyeliner !@#$%^. So hot.

EMBARRASSING MOMENT FOR ME…. I had my Vicks nose inhaler stuck onto my nose.

B-bomb waved and I quickly took it out from my nose. Way to go…

We caught up with them again, but on the right side this time. TaeIl waved at us!!!! He did the “prince” wave. Cutie :’)

They went to Boon Tong Kee restaurant! That Chinese restaurant is famous for its chicken rice. We went inside to eat/drink too.

The boys were at the 2nd floor and there was a security in front of the staircase guarding it. Denise helped me to ask the waitress there to hand the letter to any member upstairs (because I did put B-bomb’s name). The waitress handed it to a waiter and he went upstairs. We were nervous, somehow. Like, what if he didn’t pass it to them? Then the waiter went downstairs empty handed.

We waited for them outside of the restaurant.

Cho PD was walking in front of us and I moved forward to say a quick “Hi!” beside him. He looked at me, smiled and waved back. We all went “Woaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah”.

Block B came out around 10 minutes later.

I was sitting on the floor because I was tired. They came out and I was just looking up without screaming or anything. I just kept quiet. Then Jaehyo’s leg was the nearest to me. I touched his thigh. I was actually just going to do a quick touch on his knee but he was moving so I accidentally touched his thigh to above his knee!

Video: http://youtu.be/vOtV1lSl22c

His expression was epic-ly cute.

We caught up with their van. Dori showed U-kwon a paper which said something like “Did you enjoy the chicken?”. U-kwon squinted his eyes and shook his head. Hahaha!

They went to their hotel again.

Went to Tampines Mall for the events.

I didn’t go for the fansign because the ticket was sold out weeks ago :(

Fansign started first. Dori gave Zico the Xmas tree! His expression is precious.

When it was my turn to Hi-5 the boys, I was scared. Why? Scared to face B-bomb and Jaehyo. First was Zico. He had to wait for me because I was holding lots of stuff on my hand. I only Hi-5ed with my left hand because I was holding my fanboard. He didn’t really Hi-5ed me, but he grabbed my left hand with both his hands and squeezed it.

Next was Jaehyo. He went “어!!!” when he saw me. Guess he remembers me as the “rapist”. ㅜㅜ I forgot to Hi-5 him because I was scared to death.

I am definitely on Block B’s blacklist.

Next was B-bomb. He grinned when he saw me. I asked him “나의사과편지받었어요?”. He laughed and said “I lisiv, I lisiv. I pogiv, I pogiv”. So he did received the letter I gave at the restaurant. Then I Hi-5ed him.

Then U-kwon. Said hi and Hi-5ed.

Pyo. He was sitting on the table. CUUUUUTE. Hi-5ed.

Next was Kyung! He smiled when he saw me and his face was soooo near mine. I asked him to sign my Dancing Machine board but he said “I can’t. Sorry…. But I remember you!”. I was about to say something when the stupid security pulled me away!!! WTF!??!? I rolled my eyes (supposedly at the security guard!) but I accidentally rolled it to Kyung. So apparently Kyung thought I was pissed at him for not signing the board…

The security pulled me and I turned to look at Kyung. He was holding Marilyn’s black marker (I borrowed it from her when queuing) and looking at me with a blank face. I looked at Taeil and he had his hands stretched out to Hi-5 me but by the time I was already off stage. So angry at the security. F***ed up.

I got off stage with mixed feelings.

Went to rush to the van afterwards. The boys went to eat at…. Ah, I don’t know the name of the restaurant. We went to another place to eat and spazzed. I kept repeating how Kyung “rejected” me. Hahahaha. I was so depressed.

They went back to their hotel. We went home.

29 December 2011

Reached Erra’s house at 11.45pm. Didn’t sleep at all. My dad fetched us at 3am and he drove us to St. James. Pretty much rotted. We waited from 3am all the way to 6:45pm. Worth it, though.

*skips the waiting part*

Around 1:34pm a staff went out and needed $1 coins. She explained that the boys are bored and they want to play pool but they only have dollar notes and not coins. I gave 4 $1 coins! She exchanged it with 2 $2 notes. Block B’s money. :’D

I tweeted “Apparently the boys are bored and they want to play pool. They needed coins from us.” and 3 minutes later, ChoPD tweeted “block b vs BNS”.

They’re using our coins

Kept waiting and waiting…. Got in at 6:45pm!

I was right smack in front and center! :) Not even a single person in front of me! In front of me was the stage! You know…when most of the dance Zico is in the middle? Yep, I’m in the center.

I didn’t take any pictures because I wanted to enjoy every second of it without being busy snapping pictures.

I’m not gonna type about every single detail because honestly I forgot the line-up. I only remember that they started with “Halo” and ended with “Let’s Get Retarded”.

First incident:

They had to stand in a row for a short interview. Jaehyo saw me and he went “o.o”. Oh no, looks like I really am a dangerous rapist to him….

I also called Taeil and he waved.

Second incident:

During Wanna B, Taeil pointed directly at me. And then after 2 minutes he bend down to touch only my hand. You might think I’m delusional and that he’s “pointing at all the fans” but nope. So many witnesses. :) You can tell by his hand angle! I took caps from different angles.

The screencaps are blur. You can watch the video on the website though. :)

Third incident:

Kyung saw my board. He looked at me and gave that…. that…… uhm….. Sigh. I can’t explain. I guess he was still hurt? I felt very bad. He danced in front of me a lot of times but totally ignored me. Ouch. I didn’t really call out to him anymore after that. I just couldn’t. :/

Forth incident:

Erra was behind me and she handed me her U-kwon board. I called out to U-kwon and he squinted his eyes (AGAIN) to read the fanboard. I swear he is SO slow at reading. The board says “HEY U-KWON” and “내게로 가까이와”. -_-

Fifth incident:

They had to play a game of charades. Taeil is so cute! He kept glancing at me for answers! GAAAAH.

Taeil: *looks at me and mouths “뭐”*

Me: Popeye! The answer is Popeye!

Taeil: Po-pahl?

Me: POH-PAI!

Taeil: POH-PAHL?

Me: 아니요오오!!!

Me: *does the Popeye smoking his cigarette action*

Taeil: *follows and shows the person in front (i forgot who)*

Taeil: *turns to Bbomb and asks for the answer*

B-Bomb: Pa-pa-ee!

TaeIl: Ah! Pa-pa-ee!

Me: ((accidentally shouts)) WAHLAO YOU’RE SO SLOW LEH

TaeIl: *laughs*

I got a smack from Erra for saying that HAHAHAH. My Singlish has got to stop.

Sixth incident:

The 2 girls on my left were trying to call out for P.O’s attention. I helped them, we screamed “PYO! PYOOOO!!!” but he ignored. I waved my hand and said “PYO OPPARRR” instead, THEN he looked. P.O, you troll.

Seventh incident:

Girl beside me asked me for help to type “Winkeu” in Korean on her phone. We called out for U-kwon. He looked and read it (WITH HIS EYES SQUINTED AGAIN AND READING SLOWWWWLY), and he gave a smooch instead of winking. Oh gosh this boy. -_-

Eighth incident:

Showed U-kwon Erra’s board again and he nodded his head.

Ninth incident:

Their encore was the song “Let’s Get Retarded”.

Taeil did some hand sign at me. I think it was a peace sign.

And U-Kwon did some hardcore slapping onto my hand LOL.

Blur screencaps again. Video is on Youtube! :)

Tenth incident:

A girl beside Erra threw to U-kwon a Santa hat. U-kwon wore it, then took it off to fix his hair. Then he aimed and threw it to me. I took it. The girl shouted at me to give it back to U-kwon (SHE’S SO FIERCE). So I called U-kwon and gestured the hat to give it back to him. He freakin’ shook his head. I gave him a frown and then he gave in and handed out his hand for me to throw it back to him. He caught it, then hold it for a while. Then he threw it to the crowd behind. The girl got angry! Haha!

Eleventh incident:

The host told them to give the Xmas candies to some fans.

Taeil wasn’t listening so he put the candies into his pocket until the host told him to throw it. Taeil: “Thslow?”

Before they all threw the candies, I jokingly told B-Bomb to give it to me. The other members threw the candy canes to the people behind. B-Bomb placed two candy canes onto my hand while saying “Okay, okay”. The way he pronounced that was so cute! “oh-kay-ee”. Notice how he likes to repeat words twice? “I’m serious, serious. Mysterious, terious. My alien, alien.” and earlier on, “I lisiv, I lisiv. I pogiv, I pogiv”.

I still have the candies. I do not dare to eat them…

Zico didn’t really wave at fans. But he did touch our hands :) I got to touch everyone in Block B except for Kyung. :/

After the showcase, we rushed to the van. The boys went to Long Beach restaurant to eat.

Then they went to catch their flight back to Korea after that. :(

I miss them.

I spent my 2011 well.

Bye-Bye, Kpop Addiction.

2011-11-03T10:57:00.002+08:00

What's it like in the future? I've always wondered about this.

I LOVE YOU, JUNG HANHAE.

2011-08-17T20:00:00.000+08:00

Cool Coke Ads.

2011-06-20T14:54:00.001+08:00

2011-04-23T18:39:00.000+08:00

i am very muscular

2011-04-16T17:30:00.000+08:00

i look a litte....... MY FACE LIKE WANT KENA SLAP :@

2011-04-09T18:25:00.001+08:00

i need a new plush toy :< *pouts*

2011-04-05T15:45:00.000+08:00

2011-04-03T20:38:00.001+08:00

with Jo bb ♥

2011-04-02T22:10:00.000+08:00

went to Malaysia's Giant and saw this. I literally went "O.O"

I WANT THEM!!!!!

2011-03-20T18:37:00.001+08:00

Even if i have the whole world, I can't trade it for you.

2011-03-13T22:00:00.000+08:00

baby is so handsome ♥

This amazing guy makes me so happy :> We share the same birthday, but he's 3 years older than me. Guess we're fated after all, hehehehe. I turned 16 today while baby turns 19! Legal adult already :') I have to wait for 2 more years, lol. ALTHOUGH! I can go watch NC16 movies in the cinema already!!! Don't need to watch online NC16 movies! Yay :-)

Fringe-less Lina!

2011-02-26T18:50:00.001+08:00

D-3

2011-02-24T16:46:00.001+08:00

it's time i lose weight.jpg

D-2

2011-02-23T16:43:00.000+08:00

nan niga jeil joha~

D-1

2011-02-22T15:41:00.000+08:00

ha ha ha ha ha, say la la la la la.

My Story

2010-12-23T14:22:00.001+08:00

Merry-Early-Christmas

2010-12-10T14:36:00.003+08:00

Won't be that active on this blog anymore. I'll try, though.
Having a blog was kindda popular 2 years back, then I figured Tumblr was better (i might want to quit Tumblr lol). Maybe i should reserve this blog as a Blog of Fan-Accounts. Then i can re-read them when I get married with Dongwoon and laugh at how silly and crazy my fandom used to be.
LAWL no I won't be getting married to Dongwoon

YES BISHES, PICS OF DONGWOON WEARING MY HEADBAND

2010-12-07T00:12:00.000+08:00

@#$%^&*

2010-12-06T15:25:00.000+08:00

It's been more than 6 hours.
I WANT TUMBLR BACK

Mnet Ultimate Live fan-account

2010-12-04T23:11:00.004+08:00

came at around 5.30am, whoa, so many people. they looked like they were gonna crash open the entrance door. i was waaaay at the back, and everyone was trying to get in but the security didn't let. i got pushed by people (i didn't push myself forward, people kept pushing), and at around 6am i got pushed all the way and i got to enter the door. even the security pulled me in o_O

YES, i was alone. my friends got in like around 5.45am, and i was seperated from them. i got the blue tag!!! (blue tags get to enter first, then yellow tags, then public queue) my other friend came later at around 8am, so she was forced to get the Public queue instead and i couldn't go with her.

i saw my school seniors (Yingjie, Lena, Rachael, Jermin), and since I had no one else to go with, I went with them. We went to eat first blahblahblah -FAST FORWARD-

We had to return to the venue (Marina Bay Sands) at around 1.30pm, but the security were forced to let us in early because too many people were waiting. We queued at around 10.30am. My seniors and I got in the first 22 for the queue. We surrendered our cameras....i regret. I HAVE NO PHOTOS :((( Some dude sold this lighted headbands and i bought a multi-colored lighted devil headband. costs 5 bucks. We waited until 5pm, and then finally we got inside the concert hall. Concert was supposed to start at 6pm, while waiting they played music videos. I was standing right smack in front of the centre stage (it was a T-shaped stage, i stood at the right one, not left)

It started at around 6.30pm. MBLAQ was first. They sang Oh Yeah. Then they also did their individual talents, then sang Y, One Better Day, and more. (i can't remember any song sequence) My bias is Seungho and Mir, but Mir did not touch any of the fans' hand :'( Seungho touched mine at 7.12pm (YES I REMEMBER IT!!!)

Next was Miss A. Suzy was absent.
My bias, Min. She danced in front of me and I shouted for her to touch my hand but she touched the people on the left instead of the right >_> This is the ONLY photo i took throughout the concert because my phone died after Miss A performed Bad Girl Good Girl UGHHHH.

Then, 2AM. They couldn't really touch their fans' hand because their genre is Ballad, so they had to focus on looking sad and all. But after they performed they went back to the main stage, AND THIS TIME SEULONG TOUCHED MY HAND :D My bias is Jinwoon.

BEAST NEXT. GAAAAAAAAAAH. I SCREAMED THE MOST FOR THEM!!!! they started with Special. They sang, danced, some Junseob actions, did their awesome stuff as usual. Hyunseung wanted to touch our hands but he couldn't reach it AHAHAHAHAHHA. Yoseob kept standing near my area, Dongwoon was much further... :( I wanted ANY of the BEAST members to touch my hand, it doesn't matter because I love them all. Then this girl i made friends with (her name's Evangelia) helped me to push my hand all the way but noooo, none touched it LOL. So when Dongwoon was talking on the mic I screamed his name damn loud and waved my hands desperately and he saw and he smiled and waved at me. I was hoping for him to touch my hand :( So they sang Oasis and Yoseob was walking back to the main stage, i threw my lighted devil headband and it landed RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOSEOB'S SHOES and he looked down, then he looked at me with a face (raised eyebrow+smile), he picked it up, and i was shouting that i wanted it back but he didn't understand -_- wasted my $5 on it HAHAHAHA. then other girls started throwing stuff at him too -_- one girl threw her Micky Mouse headband but the security took it and threw it back to her. Another girl threw a paper aeroplane and Yoseob picked it up and put it in his pocket (CUTIE!!!). He then put my headband on the main stage. After Oasis was Beautiful, and then halfway throughout the song Dongwoon picked up my headband and wore it I SWEAR I WAS FREAKING OUT, I WAS LIKE "FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCKKKKKKK" and jumping and i had tears in my eyes (yes i was crying.... tears of joy). then people around me were like "Eh your devil headband!! Dongwoon's wearing it!!!" i've been wearing that headband ever since I bought it and it has my sweat and hair DNA (LOL) and Dongwoon wore it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! At the end of the performance Dongwoon took the headband with him ;_;

Last group was 2PM. i switched places with Evangelia because she wanted to see Chansung. They sang the most songs. Junho shaked his butt in front of me I was like whaddehell LOL. Then they sang a ballad and Chansung stood right in front of me and Evan. I was screaming "CHAN CHANNNN!!! TOUCH MY HAND" and i streched out my hand and I was jumping like as if im a crazy person and he looked at me when he sang and he gave me this ._. look, omg now whenever i think of it I get embarrassed of myself -_-"

Then lastly all the groups went out (except for BEAST because they had to rush back to Korea due to their tight schedule). MBLAQ came out first and Seungho touched my hand again HAHAHAHAHA. Then Miss A came out and I got to touch Min's hand!!!! 2AM came out and Seulong touched my hand (again), then Jinwoon (FINALLY MY BIAS FROM 2AM), then JoKwon. JoKwon grabbed my hand instead of touching it and it was kindda painful because he squeezed it -_- 2PM came out last and Chansung touched my hand, Junho, then Junsu.

When I say that they touched my hand, it doesn't mean im the only one. They bend down and touched a couple of the fans' hand (i dunno how to explain it).

I left the place happy happy *cries*

Best moment was the Yoseob and Dongwoon part. Forever in my heart.

DONGWOON I LOVE YOU

1 December 2010

2010-12-01T22:00:00.000+08:00

MORE DAYS TO MNET ULTIMATE LIVE. excited.

12 November 2010

2010-11-12T15:52:00.003+08:00

had school for less than an hour today. then met up with Najiha to reserve our Harry Potter tickets ^^ we went to AMK to buy. then go artbox. we saw Gurmit Singh LOL. he was like wearing a hat and sunglasses. dude, seriously the whole Singapore knows its you. no use disguising or whatsoever.
we went to Bugis then. eee no hot angmoh. saw David Archuleta's stage!! :DD
then we went to Plaza Singapura to eat. Creamy Chicken Pasta... yummeh.

main hightlight for today: i choked at MiniToons' candy.

tuition at 6.30pm later. BUMMER

11 November 2010

2010-11-11T10:49:00.002+08:00

i'm obsessed with you aghhhhhhhhhhhhhh, you perfect human. ;_;

10 November 2010

2010-11-10T11:11:00.004+08:00

i'm really in love with you, son dongwoon.

but it's impossible to have you.

9 November 2010

2010-11-09T11:11:00.000+08:00

Lights Go On Again

B2ST released their fourth mini album, Lights Go On Again today.

and my Dong Woon created a Twitter account. i'm happy yet sad. coz he won't reply....

2nd November 2010

2010-11-02T14:46:00.002+08:00

Tuesday. went for Chemistry class in the morning then ate at KFC with Su and Fz. tomorrow = no school = SHOPPING!!!!

31 October 2010

2010-10-31T16:42:00.002+08:00

Happy Halloween-ie!

29 October 2010

2010-10-29T16:20:00.001+08:00

betrayers s.u.c.k.

28 October 2010

2010-10-28T17:15:00.002+08:00

at Bugis MRT waiting for the train. 10 years of friendship <3

had OCU today. was okay. anyways, our principal is leaving :( i'll miss her. she's like- the bestest and kindest principal ever.

went to eat at Ananas Cafe. chicken rice there is ossum.
went to Bugis then. coz we were bored.
she wanted to just look around for a watch and a certain skirt.
we went to shops.... and we went to this boring shop with lame stuff, but then we saw hot guys. three.hot.ang.mohs.
SERIOUSLY HAWT. we were like omgomgomgomgomg but of course we acted normal. there were 2 blondes and one tall guy wearing pink and his hair is brown. they look like 16-18. one of the hot blonde smiled at me but i didn't smile back coz i was freaked out hhahahaha. one of them said hi too.
we kindda "stalked" them. but wherever we went we saw them too.
but oh well we lost them when we went inside a shop to look at dresses.
THEY'RE SO HAWTTT I CAN'T GET OVER THEM!

27 October 2010

2010-10-27T14:52:00.004+08:00

i swear if it's Dongwoon the one who reveals that he has a girlfriend, I'LL MAKE SURE THAT THE GIRL IS ME. *fists up*

26 October 2010

2010-10-26T16:37:00.004+08:00

Dongwoon omgggggggggggggg. /melting/

hmmmm today i met Violet at KKC. she works there. she's kindda pretty too. and she remembers my name. and she's taller than me! she was like, one of my best friends in primary one and two.
anyways my teeth extraction still hurts :/

22 October 10

2010-10-22T18:06:00.003+08:00

went to Macs with my best friends this morning for breakfast and then they went to my crib to watch Shutter. Amy is awesome when she's afraid. hahaha :)

anyways, I've been updating InfiniteSG replying people since yesterday and updating their flight and whereabouts- till now. sigh. i didn't even get to see them. thanks, mom.

some people just irritate me. asking stupid questions on infiniteSG. stop getting on my nerves!!!

19 October 2010

2010-10-19T11:11:00.004+08:00

smile, and everything will be okay.

yesterday i went to do my tooth surgery. basically there's a milk tooth stuck inside my gum (can't believe i didn't know this for 14 and a half years of my life!). and in order for me to do braces, the doctor have to remove that unwanted extra milk tooth in my gum. so yeah- surgery. the scariest word in my life. it's either surgery or operation. /shivers/

the doctor injected my gum 6 freaking times (IT HURTS). then he cut my gum........ it was so scary and painful. yep i did cried. hahahahahahaha.

right now i can't talk properly (example; i pronounce "soup" as"shoop"). and my gums keep bleeding. i would LOVE to show anyone my gums. its very disgusting.

kay so i don't have to go to school for five days and i'm rotting at home watching tv all day and use the laptop. borrrrrriiiiinnnngggg. i'm so scared for my examination results.

17 October 2010

2010-10-17T21:41:00.001+08:00

this is the sweetest and cutest thing i've ever seen :')
i'm sure Woonie will treat our kids nicely. hehehe.

16 October 2010

2010-10-16T16:48:00.005+08:00

HAPPY 1ST YEAR ANNIVERSARY!

SOB365T <3

2010-10-14T12:01:00.003+08:00

Skandar Keynes i dunno what the fish happened to your skin and your hair and your eyes... BASICALLY YOUR FACE.

UGHHHH IS THIS PICTURE LIKE PHOTOSHOPPED

ahrk fine i'll just......

stick to dongwoon.

2010-10-13T15:09:00.001+08:00

hi i luv avan jogia

2010-10-11T10:37:00.001+08:00

and....... IT ENDS IN TWO DAYS!!!!!!!!!!
i have no hope for just now's POA paper. i only know how to do one question. and it only cots 1 mark.

10/10/10

2010-10-10T22:10:00.000+08:00

2010-10-09T17:00:00.000+08:00

Robiaatul, Angeline, Cassandra, Me.

2010-10-08T10:13:00.001+08:00

I DON'T HAVE TO FREAKING WAKE UP EARLY!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-10-07T12:47:00.000+08:00

2010-10-07T11:11:00.001+08:00

2010-10-06T12:40:00.000+08:00

2010-10-05T12:18:00.000+08:00

2010-10-04T13:11:00.000+08:00

i have such a pretty school, hhahahaa.

2010-10-02T12:03:00.002+08:00

and i finally replied Osvaldo's email.
his cheeky text messages still does put a smile on my face.
it's a long distance relationship.
people tell me that i have to move on, and eventually, i did.

but i can't forget about you.

"Pienso en ti donde quiera q esté... y es muy difícil para mí para dormir por tu
culpa. Siempre me pregunto q estás haciendo, ya sea q estés bien.. y no soy allí
para protegerlo. vivimos tan lejos unos de otros, y quiero ir a Singapur para
estar contigo cada vez." - Osvaldo Daza

hope to see you again in the future. miss you.

2010-10-01T18:15:00.002+08:00

you have no idea.

2010-09-30T11:42:00.000+08:00

i really do.

2010-09-19T20:39:00.002+08:00

Universal Studios 2 days ago was the bomb. freaking love my YOG friends <3

BEAST AND 4MINUTE

2010-08-14T11:24:00.005+08:00

ended school at 12.30pm.
RUSHED TO MY HOUSE WITH DEE TO CHANGE AND TAKE OUR FANBOARD.
take bus and panicked but ended up taking a cab to Changi Airport.
wasted $27.40.
met the others at 1.50pm at Macs.
left at 2pm, byed to Dee, and went in the van.

~~k you can see that my fanaccount is a bit crappish because im so tired and i have no mood LOL.~~

BEAST's van went out of the carpark around 3pm. Stalked.
I sat at the last row in the van, to the right.
We saw Jihyun from 4minute at first. she waved and smiled at us!
we all freaked out.
then-
Was facing the left and talking to Maryna.
when i turned to my right....
*ANGELS FLYING*
Son Dongwoon was beside me!!!! but in the van. i started screaming and everyone in the van screamed.
Behind Dongwoon was Yoseob.
Dongwoon saw me and he smiled /MELTS/
then he turned to the front.
Yoseob noticed us. he waved and smiled!!!
Maria and i pointed to the DONGWOON (in hangul) board, and Yoseob saw it and he did the "Ok" sign and he smiled.
then Yoseob pointed/tapped to/at Dongwoon.
Dongwoon looked at us and smiled.
WE WENT CRAZY. our van was like shaking!!!!!!!!!!!
didnt take photos/videos because it was sudden. but we have witnesses (B2STSG clique)!

Next; Maryna and I got lucky. hehehehehe.
we saw HyunA (OUR BIAS)! we kept waving at her but she didn't notice us.
kept waving and waving.....
SHE TURNED TO HER LEFT AND SAW US BOTH AND SHE SMILED AND WAVED AT US!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyways we went to Promontogory to see their rehearsal.

their event started at night. before that we went to see 4minute and BEAST at their hotel.i had fever -_-

oka i'm just doing like, a summary. i'm too lazy to make it detailed. pictures on my Tumblr.

B2STLY DAY TODAY.

2010-08-13T10:57:00.002+08:00

yay. yayayayayayyy.
currently in the school library. school ends at 12.30pm. it's 11pm now, im supposed to go to POA class but im lazy like that.
So yes, im rushing home after school to change, then meet my B2STSG clique at the airport~
the boys are arriving (with 4minute i guess) at 2.15pm.
im so fugging excited.
but im sick right nao. fever, soar throat, flu, cramps, headache.
but nvm, ALL FOR BEAST!!!!!!!!!

National Day.

2010-08-09T18:48:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE. YOU'RE 45 AND OLD NOW. AND I LOVE YOU.

and [COUNTDOWN] 4 more days til i see my baby Woon; along with the others (L)

Youth Olympic Games.

2010-08-08T22:30:00.002+08:00

im home.
today's training started out boring coz Regina, Xingyi, Seri and I did nothing but watched coz the official FIFA people (Tom and Joan) only needed 6 girls.
then it was okay. Mr Ramesh blanja-ed us Macs! :D hehehe.

{5 more days}

Universal Studios Singapore.

2010-08-07T15:46:00.002+08:00

hai. USS with my B2STSG clique was so awesome that i almost wanted to cry seeing the beautiful place. photos are at my FaceBook. kthanxbai.

{6 more days}

Cultural Expressions.

2010-08-06T19:27:00.005+08:00

SPOT MEH. i know you can.
today was a nervous yet fun and yet tiring day.
met up with Erra around 6.18am at KFC, then went to school.
after Cultural Expression, went to comp lab bla bla bla.
then Erra and Dee went to my house.
watched Diary of a Wimpy Kid. ok lah the movie.

tmrw, USS with my awesome B2STSG friends <3 size="5">
7 more days to see BEAST!!!

BEAST are coming to Singapore. Again.

2010-08-01T12:43:00.003+08:00

2 months ago, they came.

They're coming again.

but this time it sucks, because we'll have to purchase a Samsung Galaxy S. wtf is this man.

but there's free 5000 standing spaces for people who never buy, 1st come 1st served basis. Once again, wtf.

I'm going to stalk them with my B2STSG clique. money gone. hahahahaa. but i don't mind, because i have to meet/see my hubby again. they're coming on the 13th, along with 4minute.
they are coming at 2.15pm, and i end school at 12.30pm, IMMA RUSH TO THE AIRPORT.
As long as I don't see any Sohyun+Dongwoon relationship when stalking them, i'm fine. or else i'll lose control and bah Sohyun. Sorry.....

anyways, mom saw the BEAST and 4minute advertisement on tv... she said "wow... don't you have YOG on the 13th? meaning you're going to meet them ah?". i said "yes" and she nodded.... so my mom thinks that they're gonna perform for YOG D:

DONGWOONIE HUBBY, I LOVE YOU SFM.

2010-07-23T12:38:00.000+08:00

2010-07-22T11:01:00.000+08:00

PROOF THAT IT'S THE FEFORA HAT I GAVE HIM.
THIS PICTURE (Y). THANK YOU, YOON DUJUN. I LOVE YOU. I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU WORE THE HAT I GAVE YOU. AND YOU EVEN BROUGHT IT ALONG WITH YOU TO VIETNAM FOR DANBI.

PROOF THAT IT'S MY PAPER BAG. HAHAHAHAA.
FUCKING SHOCKED WHEN I SAW MY HAND. LOOK AT HOW DONGWOON IS SMILING AT MEEEEEEEEEEE. AND THE FLOWERY PEACH PAPER BAG ON DUJUN'S TABLE IS ALSO MINE. LOL.

I LOVE YOU, HUBBY.

2010-07-03T21:38:00.000+08:00

my gifts i gave to the boys.

2010-07-03T20:45:00.007+08:00

Dujun's shirt.

Hyunseung's shirt.

Junhyung's shirt.

Yoseob's shirt.

Kikwang's shirts.

Dongwoon's shirts.

Dujun's fedora hat.

Dongwoon's hats.

I HOPE THEY WEAR IT OR SMTHG, THEN WHEN PHOTOS ARE TAKEN WITH THEM WEARING IT, YOU'LL KNOW THAT THEY'RE MINE :)))

BEAST in Singapore

2010-06-26T13:40:00.004+08:00

sorry if there's spelling mistakes, etc.

23rd June 2010 - B2ST Hi-5 Session

B2ST were 40 minutes late. They entered and sang Shock :’)

my turn for the Hi-5 was next...

Hyunseung was first. He’s very shy… Very Pretty and his smile is so nice :) AS IF YOU DON’T KNOW THAT. hahaha but seriously~
Next up, Yoseob. ALMIGHTY YANGYO~ he’s so cheerful and he jumped a lot. after HI-5ing him he said “YAY!”. LOL CUTIE.

Kikwang. DUMBKWANG SMILED SO MUCH! at one point of time, he smiled so hard that i could only see his eyeliner! i said “Bye-yeom” to him, he giggled then he said “Bye!”. i was disappointed that he didn’t say the “yeom” :/

Junhyungie. scary. i swear. he smirked at me... HIS SEXY SMIRK *DIES*

Doojoon, Yoon leader. I only bought Doojoon and Dongwoon their presents (i gave the rest their presents on the 26th June, yesterday) along. I didn’t know how to pass it to him, i was too starstrucked so i threw the present at him on the table (DON’T BASH ME, I WAS FUCKING NERVOUS). he gasped and had this big-eyes look to show that he’s shocked HAHAHAHA. then he laughed and took the present and hold it in his hands. then he hi-5ed me and said “thank you” (in English).

after the whole event Sinwei was like "HAHAHA WHY DID YOU THREW YOUR PRESENTS!? DIDN’T YOU HEAR THE HOST, SHE SAID PASS IT TO THE STAFF BEFORE HI-5ING HYUNSEUNG”. I DIDN’T PAY ATTENTION TO THE HOST OMG SORRY :(( Sinwei was behind me when we went on stage, she told me that she had to wait to Hi-5 Doojoon because Doojoon was smiling and looking at my gift (YOU IMPATIENT BOY). i gave him a fedora hat :)

lastly, my bias, THE Dongwoon. So handsome in real life :’D AHHHH~ i also threw his present to him (NERVOUS NERVOUS NERVOUS) and he looked at my face and laugh D: his eyes~~~~ then i made the heart sign with my fingers and said “i love you”. he then did the heart sign with his hands above his head (SOME GIRL AT THE BARRIER SHOUTED “NOT FAIR” -.-) and he said “saranghae” with his usual manly voice (L). i gave Dongwoon a small heart but he gave me a bigger one omfg T_T then i was too happy and in my own world, i started turning left to go down the stage then Dongwoon shouted “Dongsaeng!” but i thought he was saying that to another girl so i didn’t turn behind. The security tapped my shoulder and i turned and the security pointed at Dongwoon and i looked at Dongwoon and he showed me his palm, signalling me that i haven’t hi-5ed him. i was like- embarrased, then i went up and Hi-5ed him. He said “Thank you, see you again!” (in English) and grinned. I DIED. went of the stage happily, shouted like mad, sat on the floor in the middle of strangers and cried. Alexis, Sinwei and Mignon comforted me hehehe (L).

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picture above: that's my hand holding Dongwoon's gift. LOL HE'S WAITING FOR ME TO HI-5 HIM HAHAHAHAHA

If you noticed, I had the longest time with Dongwoon. It’s coz Sinwei was being delayed with the Hi-5 from Doojoon. She was waiting for him to Hi-5 her. She said Doojoon kept looking and peeking at my gift and touching it. She then said Doojoon looked up and “Oh!”, and finally Hi-5ed her LOL OMG THANK GOODNESS MY GIFT DISTRACTED DOOJOON AND I HAD SOME TIME WITH MY FUTURE HUBBY :’)

24th June 2010 - B2ST 1st Showcase in Singapore

we weren't allowed to take photos or videos or anything. in fact, no cameras or whatsoever was allowed. Bullsheeeit -.-

i took ninja photos using my phone. had to zoom -_____-

LOW QUALITY. i only took photos for Mystery and Easy (and a picture of Yoseob singing Shock's acoustic starting).

wanted to took others but a bald security waved and signalled at me to keep away my phone.

They started with BEAST is the B2ST. then Bad Girl, etc.

They sang Shock thrice (encores LOL). total of 7 songs? (not including the encores). i cried when they sang Oasis... i got hurt :/ Dongwoon sang to the lucky girl's ear T_T and when Doojoon kneeled down and hold her hand..... i cried more..... OKAY ENOUGH. i talked to the girl though. she was scared when i approached her. she's nice though. now everyone's calling her the "Oasis Girl". lucky...sigh.

Easy:

Mystery:

Shock acoustic:

the boys were also on Entertainment on 5 for a special appearance.

They had to show their special talents.

Dongwoon was first, he said he can play the piano, but since there was no piano he couldn't play... we were all like "awwwwwwwwwwww".

Hyunseung was next. he danced <3

Then Kikwang. he did push-ups, AND OH BOY WOULD'NT IT BE GREAT TO BE BELOW HIM *cough*

Junhyung rapped, Doojoon helped with the beat-boxing. He rapped 4minute's HuH :)

Doojoon said that he likes soccer/sports.

Lastly, Yoseob. He said he didn't have the looks, etc.. Then he didn't know what to do. Dee and I were shouting "DO AEGYO!!!!!!!! AEGYO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AEGYOOOOOOOO" so loudly. DONGWOON LOOKED AND HE SMILED. i was dying. in the end, Yoseob sang~

oh yeah, manager Jiyong oppa was standing behind us, he was taking photos of the crowd X) we shouted "Jiyong oppa, saranghae" a lot. HE'S SO SHYYYYY! he walked away quickly LOL. then he walked pass us a lot of times, we screamed his name every time he passes by. he smiled shyly. SO CUTEEEEEE. a lot of people kept asking us who is he -.- pfffft you're not B2UTYs.

LOUSY PHONE CAMERA. jiyong oppa is the one wearing the hat.

ah well the thing will be shown on tv on 7th July. letz wait~

23rd June 2010 - B2ST FAILED Autograph Session. Mandarin Oriental Hotel.

yes, i overnighted. after the showcase, i went to Yingjie's house to change, then we went straight to IMM. We got bitten by mosquitoes, slept in the rain, starved, etc.

seriously, the management and security there sucks. A LOT. i cried a lot of times :/ UMS, YOU SUCK. im still regretting a lot............. can't stop crying T_T

Then i went to the airport with some other B2UTYs. checked their flight to Malaysia. around 9.15pm. then Sam texted me that they're going back to the hotel. we were sad and wanted to cry. wasted trip to the airport which was far -_- Dada and Maryna unnie went back home afterwards, feeling disapointed.

I didn't want to give up, so we decided to wait at their hotel. cabbed there. we tried our luck.

the yes- the boys arrived :')

i was in front of their van, so i saw Doojoon very clearly. Then they started going out one by one. can't remember who went out first. but Yoseob was last.

when Dongwoon came out......*MELTS*

we weren't supposed to scream because we'll make a lot of noise. but i took the opportunity to shout "DONGWOON I LOVE YOU". he turned and looked at me, GAVE ME A KILLER SMILE (I SWEAR I DIED) and he waved. i love you, seriously.

we waited for a few hours for them to take a Coach to leave to Malaysia. they appeared...

Above: Doojoon

Above (from right to left): Doojoon, Dongwoon, Junhyung

Above (right to left): Dongwoon, Junhyung

Above: Junhyung waving, Yoseob with the yellow neck pillow

Above: Yoseob, Kikwang with his sling bag

Below: The boys going in the Coach bus

that's Hyunseung in a beanie. at first we mistook him as Jiyong LOL. it's dark, we can't see that clearly.

you can see Doojoon, Yoseob, Junhyung and Dongwoon.

All of them waved at us <3 Junhyung wasn't happy to take the Coach because he hates long rides... his back hurts :( Doojoon was a dork. when going up the stairs he shouted "I LOVE YOU, SINGAPORE!" then he tripped a litle. aigoooo~ ^^

Yangyo waving. he shouted "ALLABYU" when on the stairs. SO CUTE. and the Coach is a double decker, i saw him, shouted "OH MY GOD YOSEOB" then everyone was like "OMG" and then he waved at us <3

MANAGED TO PASS MY PRESENTS. PHEW. and a security helped us to take a polaroid photo of us, then we asked him to pass it to the boys but he passed it to Jiyong oppa (manager) instead.

I DON'T MIND IF MANAGER OPPA KEEPS IT KEKEKE <3

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i miss the boys... every morning, the poster above is what i first see every time i wake up. and then i start to get emotional.....
when i listen to Oasis, i cry til i sob. sigh :/ i've never cried for idols before (as in, with a lot of feelings. first group i cried for was Boys Like Girls because i couldn't go to their concert LOL)

U-KISS in Singapore

2010-06-20T14:19:00.001+08:00

I shouted real hard and i pointed at my camera, and yes, i got their attention. :') Lousy camera quality though, LOL.

LUL. I CAUGHT KISEOP'S ATTENTION THREE FUCKING TIMES.

For the picture above, I was screaming "KISEOPSEOPSEOP KISEOPSEOPSEOP" and i kept waving my camera, then Kiseop saw and he smiled.

Then after like 15 minutes later, and I shouted Kiseop's name freaking loudly while jumping up and down like a maniac. he was looking for the person who is calling him, HE SAW AND HEARD ME, HE POINTED AT ME, I POINTED AT MYSELF, HE NODDED, THEN HE FUCKING WAVED AT ME. then the girls on my right were screaming and pushing me and shouting "fuck you". PFFFT, THEY'RE JEALOUS.

LOL i was supposed to take photos of my friends (Dee and Mira) when they were on stage getting autographs, but after the Kiseop incident i totally forgot about them and i swear i almost fainted.

The third time, I climbed on the railing (since i climbed, i was the tallest among everyone MUAHAHAA). there was this sudden awkward fan silence (if you have been to these kind of fanmeeting stuff, you'll get what i mean), so i took the opportunity to scream Kiseop's name. YEZ, HE LOOKED UP AND SMILED AND WAVED AT ME AGAIN. then the girls behind me screamed and told me not to climb because i was blocking them. -.-

LOOK AT KISEOP. HE'S SMIRKNG AT ME. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA <3

my bias from U-KISS is actually Dongho, he was cute and good-looking and all, but i couldn't really see him from where I'm standing.

KISEOP WAS THE CLEAREST AMONG THEM ALL WHOM I CAN SEE T_T so yeah that's why i called for kiseop the most.

i have more photos but they're on my fb. too lazy to upload.

after the fanmeeting i went to MediaCorp. PART 2 OF U-KISS. THEY SANG AND DANCED TO MAN MAN HA NI.

LOL FUCKING LOUD MANZ, US FANS.

then the host mentioned BEAST, OH MY I SCREAM LIKE A TOTAL FUCKTARD. I SCREAMED DONGWOON'S NAME AND I JUMPED AND GOT EXCITED. LAWLS. then Dee, Syafiqah and I were attention seekers XD we shouted "SHINee!!!!" and everyone started cheering. LOL

B2ST are arriving tomorrow night! And in 2 days, I'm meeting them <3>

I SHALL END THIS POST WITH:

2010-06-18T20:07:00.002+08:00

Why I Love Dongwoon

2010-06-14T21:05:00.001+08:00

He's my Mr Perfect.
I love the way he smiles, it's so heartwarming. <3
and when he laughs, oh boy.. he's so funny, and i'm glad he tried his best to show his inner self on reality shows. Whenever i listen to his deep seductive voice singing, i have this instant rush to go to the toilet to...pass big motion (ya kno whut i mean).
He is very talented and he is the member who is known to make the most mistakes when performing, but he never gives up and he tries harder.
Dongwoon is also very good-looking and he is so cute! Don't get me started on his whining.. *runstothetoilet*
*returnstocontinue*
To wrap things up, I GET A MASSIVE STOMACHACHE EVERYTIME I SEE HIS FACE.
this is why i love Dongwoonie <3.

INFINITELY AWESOME.

2010-06-12T16:27:00.004+08:00

KAN FROM F.CUZ REPLIED ME.
but i don't really care that much anymore...
around 12.30am Junhyung from BEAST created a Twitter account.
oh boy, EVERYONE WAS WILD.
people were all spamming him and hoping that he'll reply. but unfortunately... no.
Then around 1.45am LeeU from F.CUZ replied his fans, and again, wildness.
LeeU decided to sleep, THEN Kan from F.CUZ replied fans.
I TWEETED HIM LIKE WTF MANY TIMES. ERRA AND KAK FADHILAH GOT REPLIES.
i gave up at 3am, went to bed.
woke up this morning at 10:45am. tweeted Kan.
HE REPLIED.
FML manz.

i did this >_>
a lot of people were tweeting me on InfiniteSG and asking who is who, which position, etc.
THERE YA GO HEHEHE.
SUNGYEOL MINE OKAY.
but i also like L... L SHARES THE SAME BIRTHDAY AS ME.
HMMM DONGWOON IS FOREVER MINE.

Infinity and Beyond!

2010-06-10T20:52:00.002+08:00

haven't been updating.
lazy ah. i'm more on Twitter nowadays.
Even my Tumblr and formspring's dead.

New Korean boyband debuted on Mnet today!
They are INFINITE!
follow Singapore's Infinite first Twitter account!
GATHER ALL THE INFINITES <3

ass.

2010-06-08T21:05:00.002+08:00

need to buy bottoms and tops X_X
i mean, NEED TO GO SHOPPINGGGGGGGGGG!

today sucks lah. at 11.30noon i fought with the stupid fat asshole at home. who else, younger brother lah. fucking cunt. granny was shouting and nagging at me, she sided him lah. ugh.
then i ran away from home. around 12.30pm met up with Erra and Dee to give their B2ST Autograph albums. Erra blanja-ed me McDonalds ^^ THANKS SO MUCH!
around 1.05pm dad called. Shouted on the phone at me.
Rushed home. Dee accompanied til under my blk.
Went up.... parents were outside the door. shouted at me, i cried, then told them what happened. That small asshole- EH, HE FAT WHAT, that BIG asshole go shout at me and keep saying that he's not in the wrong.
my parents agreed with my story (THE TRUTH LOH), then that fatty got scolded badly.
fucking serve you right.
knncblanjiao.

girl- please say, "No No No No No."

2010-06-07T19:58:00.006+08:00

what a day!

had POA at 8am - 10.20am. Syafinaz didn't come, so i sat with Syafiq. Faiz and Zul made me laugh a lot -.-
it rained heavily, i was drenched. went home to change.

went to Boon Lay Interchange to meet-up with Siri, Leepeng, Li Hui, Sabri, Darren and Calvin. took bus 30 all the way to VivoCity (hehehe Taeyeon memories there!)
Fangirled with Siri A LOT in the bus.
Met up with Lina and Zira at Tangs. went to Banquet, but no seats (lunch hour mah.)
tapau our food, went to the last level to eat.
after eating we hesitated.. don't know where to go. HAHA.

decided to watch a movie!
went to the movie place, didn't know what to watch.
Calvin and Sabri were like "SEX AND THE CITY 2!!!!"
come on lah we're only 15 LOL.
ended up watching Shrek 3D. Quite nice :)
had fun lah. laughed and joked a lot.

rushed to Gek Poh to meet Ying Jie.
went to KFC with Lena and Ying Jie, opened my album.
..........no golden ticket.
the disappointment.

ah well. here's my ticket;

this Mini Poster with autograph was also included;

still sad that i didn't get the golden ticket!!!!! oh btw, i'm overnighting for B2ST with Yingjie <3

NO WE'RE NOT CRAZY OR OBSESSED.... WE'RE JUST HYPER FANS :)

SO BEAST!

2010-06-06T17:47:00.002+08:00

mom's been complaining a lot about "the mess" above HAHAH. i look like a ghost in the picture but whateverrrrrrr~

can't wait for TOMORROW <3
after POA, i'll be going out with my primary school classmates! actually... more like a stalking session lah. Siri and I wants to stalk Super Junior LOL.
around afternoon, I'll be collecting my B2ST autograph session album from Janet/Yingjie!!!!!!!!!!
SO EXCITED PLEASE.
anyways, i'm overnighting for B2ST's autograph session. yes, kiasu, I KNOW. but come on, IT'S B2ST! i'm willing to do anything for them! :D

2010-06-05T17:15:00.000+08:00

i freaking love you. see you on the 24th and 25th June <3

my U-KISS M&G and Showcase tickets.

2010-06-03T18:02:00.000+08:00

i'm only going for the Meet and Greet. dad won't allow me to go to the showcase because it's held at St. James -.-

lame lah, i'm not gona drink or anything! ALL I WANNA DO IS WATCH U-KISS PERFORM LIVE. AND IT'S THEIR FIRST SHOWCASE! i'm selling the ticket :/

damn pissed.

but he let me go for B2ST because it's held at his workplace.

OH MAH GAWDDDD TAENGOO IS IN SINGAPORE!!!!

2010-06-01T14:57:00.002+08:00

OMG SO YESTERDAY MY BROTHER AND I DID SPOTTED THE REAL TAEYEON @#$%^&%$#@#$%^&

tha-tha-tha-tha-that's okay.

2010-05-31T14:18:00.003+08:00

woke up at 8am, found myself alone at home, AGAIN.
around 9.30am dad called and asked me whether i want to go out to eat breakfast.
duh, i want to.
bathe, Tumblred for awhile, then went downstairs.
went to Funan City first to collect dad's laptop. older brother called dad through the phone to ask him to fetch him. zzz. went to the army checky thingy to fetch bro.
headed to VivoCity. ate at Banquet. dammit the chicken rice wuz so gewwwwwd~
went to walk around that place, joked a lot with dad and bro.
hahaha my bro and i saw a Taengoo look-alike. like srsly the same.
around afternoon we went to Jurong West Primary School to fetch my younger brother.
eeew he sweats a lot like a pig. AND HE SMELLS. ew ew ew

JAY I LOVE YOU

2010-05-30T16:25:00.003+08:00

just watched Dream Concert! DONGWOON WUZ SO HAWT (<3)

btw guess what!? I WAS ON ALLKPOP AND SAW THIS POLL

HAHAHAHAHAH WTF DID JAY USE MY SUGGESTION!?!?!?

Say you can’t because your heart is still waiting for me.

2010-05-30T11:54:00.006+08:00

"no oh oh,

안 된다고,

그 사람 기다릴 거라 아아아 고."

it's Sunday! and i'm bored. everyone's out... mom, dad and granny are at a wedding, and both brothers are at madrasah. so there- i'm home alone.

sigh...... i miss my friends.

I'm supposed to go out with Huiting today but her mom's bringing her out :/

at 2.30pm later there's Dream Concert at SBS.

have to watch fo' sho'. Woonie fell... poor baby.

i love you so much, Wooniebear. (L)

E E Easy go, She She She is gone.

2010-05-29T17:20:00.003+08:00

uuuaaaarrrrrgggghhhh. i should've followed my parents to KL. i'm so bored at home :( all i do is watch tv, use the computer, do house chores, eat, sleep. sloppy potato couch.

can't wait for my parents to get back home, though. mom called yesterday night and asked me what i want. told her to buy me any stuff related to U-KISS, B2ST or MBLAQ at a shop called "New Star" at Berjaya Times Square.

i hope she does.

B2ST IN SINGAPOREEEEEEEEEE

2010-05-28T15:04:00.005+08:00

U-KISS are coming on the 20th and 21st June, and i already spent my money for their showcase and fanmeeting.

AND NOW B2ST ARE LIKE FREAKING COMING TO SINGAPORE AND I ONLY HAVE 20 FUCKING CENTS LEFT IN MY PIGGY BANK.

I. NEED. TO. MEET. DONGWOON.

ugh i’m so fucking pissed right now and i hope B2ST fulfill my wish (see the picture above. that's what i sent to B2ST.)

Coz i know things were different than they were before.

2010-05-28T13:28:00.011+08:00

I WAS LOOKING THROUGH OLD FILES IN THE COMPUTER AND FOUND PHOTOS OF MYSELF! (picture above is me back when i was 13)
i was thin back then. AND NOW I'M A FATTY.
and my face was clean, NO PIMPLES AT ALL, BUT NOW HAVE SO MANY LIKE @#$%^&^%$#@#$%^&*#$^&
i fucking hate changes. right now, i do miss my curly hair.

(myself when i was in primary 5)

the picture above was at ahma's place. lol i think Huiting took this picture. coz i'm 100% sure it wan't me taking it -____-

wtf is wrong with my hair back then

(Jiahao and I in Secondary 2)

HAHAHAA WE'RE THE PUSSYFACE!

(me, now)

taken in January. face was still quite clean. more pimples started growing on my cheeks in February, after camp. i regret not putting the mud on my face to protect myself from pimples :(

me. today.

SEEEE SO MANY PIMPLES ON MY CHEEKS

2010-05-27T12:52:00.008+08:00

(the stressed me getting ready for Parent-Teacher meeting.)

I GOT MY PHONE BAAAAAACK! mom went to the general office today to claim it back. Mr Goh said "Yesterday confiscate, today get back?" kekeke.
yesterday at 9:15am i was about to text Conroy but Miss Lim walked pass our class and caught me. dayum.
i cried yesterday and was moody. first time getting confiscated -.-
in Physics class, usually i would pay attention and answer all the questions like a nerdy Hermoine Granger, but i didn't. i walked out of the class and stared at the clouds. my physics teacher, Mdm Ho gave me a talk but i ignored her and said "Physics suck." She gave up on me XD
Lois then went outside to cheer me up. she did :) she told me ghost stories and i told her some back too.

woke up at 7am today to get ready for Parent-Teacher Meeting.
I WAS SHITLESS NERVOUS. because i'm a bad girl who always talk back to teachers (i called Miss Yeo bitch once in front of her and i swore a lot of times) and i always skip classes with Amirul.
LUCKILY MISS YEO SAID GOOD THINGS ABOUT ME!!!!!!!!!!
she said that im helpful and is always active in class. bla bla bla...
i passed everything except for POA. dad didn't scold me, SO I'M SAFE TO GO TO U-KISS' FANMEETING & SHOWCASEEEEEEEEEEEE! (i didn't tell my dad that i spent $70 to see U-KISS. he's a money-saving freak, so i'm dead if he finds out. i lied to him that it's free and he said that i can go only if he approves my examination results.)

2010-05-23T22:15:00.002+08:00

DONE WITH THE STUPID IN-TOUCH POWERPOINT SLIDES.
like finally! it's due tomorrow >_>

kay going to the Singapore River tomorrow for a field trip/learning journey.
gonna sit with Syafinaz in the bus (as usual).
can't wait to crap with her!

2010-05-22T13:32:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAHA LUCKY FAN GOT THIS REPLY. if Dongwoon replies me this, I SWEAR I'D FAINT

at ahma's house now. have to prepare PowerPoint slides for In-Touch -.- but yeah whatever i'm gonna give crap work. why am I the only one doing the slides?! fuck you, Miss Yeo. wait, ew who wants to fuck you. i want to fuck Dongwoon.

2010-05-21T20:46:00.010+08:00

Hubby's Yozm update about the Marie Claire photoshoot.

(from left to right: Hyunseung, Ki Kwang, DONGWOON)

(from left to right: DONGWOON, Du Jun, Yo Seob, Jun Hyung, Ki Kwang, Hyunseung)

I SWEAR DONGWOON'S THE HOTTEST AMONG ALL SIX. maybe that's what i think... because he's my bias in B2ST. Ki Kwang's body.... WELL BUILT. ~~Hyunseung and Yoseob kindda fat~~ LOLOLOL

~~Dongwoon is so fucking hot and i just want to fuck him fucking badly.~~ I SAID NOTHING!!!

today i had a boring time in school. seriously. after school was ossum! had last minute plans with Dee. we wanted to go to Jurong East to buy Dumbkwang glasses. went there excitedly and joked along, laughed bla bla bla, then the Dumbkwang specs was slightly expensive... NO MONEY LAH. went to eat at BAGUS (IMM)! then went to Daiso to buy my envelope. fun fun fun with Deeeeeeee :)

went home.............. MUSIC BANK!!!!

OMG I WAS DAMN FUCKING EXCITED WHEN BEAST PERFORMED THE STARTING OF 4MINUTE'S HuH SONG!!!!! i shouted so loudly and my neighbour shouted from her window telling me to shut up. WHATEVERRRRRRR.

it's 9:02pm, beside me there's a fucking freak who is talking to himelf and making me fucking annoyed. stupid younger brother. JUST FUCK OFF LAH

2010-05-18T17:42:00.003+08:00

손동운 업바, 친차 사랑해~

job hunting with Erra and Dee = FAIL. hahahahahah we damn scared lah. then gave up and went to IMM instead.

2010-05-14T21:01:00.000+08:00

WHY IS MIR SO HOT

U-KISS IN SINGAPORE~

2010-05-14T19:43:00.006+08:00

THANK YOU CORDY/ZEE/LIQING/WHOEVER YOU ARE FOR REPLYING ME THE CONFIRMATION MAIL <3 (refers to picture above)

sigh, i didn’t get to buy the VIP Package because it’s already sold out. summore i not enough money LOL. but it’s okay, i ordered the IP Package!!!!!!! BETTER THAN NOTHING RIGHT. the IP Package will get- (see the picture above, the one with words and “*IMPT”)

i was so frickin’ depressed yesterday because i couldn’t get the VIP. watching this early morning cheered me up. thanks Dongho bby (♥)

byebye, hair.

2010-02-27T14:27:00.003+08:00

wahahah, going to rebond my hair!
WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

#2PMFOREVER7

2010-02-27T14:25:00.001+08:00

tell me when the 2PM conference meeting is over.

leadja, i miss you.
without you, neomu bogo shipeunde. ♥

2009-11-24T17:42:00.003+08:00

amalinataemin.tumblr.com

me no likey blogger anymore.

#2PMFOREVER7

2009-11-04T17:38:00.003+08:00

i hope this is not a late dedication or something!

2C, all of you are ossum, i swear.

Alvira
You're someone who have this special power to not make anyone feel awkward. Kudos to your power! ;)

Wee Peng
You are going to express! I knew you'd made it :) you're very hardworking! It was a pleasure knowing you from Secondary One, and sitting beside you was amazing. We would always tease Darren Chua, and we'll take his handbook and write nonsense in it. hahaha, i'm gonna miss you!

Serene
Serene! Remember those times we laughed and wrote nonsensical letters to each other? I would always tease you too XD "My name is Ghost Lee." :)

Jia Min
I've always been scared of you whenever you come near me XD you would grab me and give me a bear attack! You make me laugh too :) thank you.

Ming Li
I'm not close to you... but oh well good luck in everything you do :)

Yan Ling
Hehehehe well sorry I stole Min Ho away from you! HE'S JUST SO SIZZLING HAWT! i had fun being friends with you :) and i love our addiction with Korean stuff! ^v^ and the whole frustrating MinHo event at Plaza Singapura XD wish to be in the same class as you next year!

Jolene
DON'T WORRY I WON'T TOUCH YOU :D

Hoone Jing
MY JINGLE BELL! hahaha :) it's funny that i've been friends with you ever since we were in first grade, but i just realized this year that your name is actually "Jing" and your sirname is "Hoone". Hehehe XD

Jia Jun
hellooooo :D i enjoyed raising my eyebrows at you and that you'll do the same. Then we would always find funny faults with each other for fun XD

Amaryllis
The well known Hamtaro! I'm your bodyguard HAHA. always protecting you from Jia Hao and Dave. <3

Marion
Marion! Do you still remember "Stop Looking"? Hahaha :) i enjoyed my first few weeks of school in Secondary One, all thanks to you! :D with the whole Miss Karasi thing last year :) it was damn funny.
You're fierce and awesome, girl! Congratulations for going to express! Your English rocks ;)

Sufiah
You You Youuuu! The maknae of our class :) Thanks for being my best friend since Secondary One! I miss Wanie too :( without her, A.S.S. seem kindda incomplete.

Sheetal
SHEETALJIT KAUR DHALIWAL! My Entertainment buddy! i will miss you a lot :( there'll be examinations or common tests next year, and when i'll turn around it won't be you.. i can't joke with you in class anymore :( i can't imagine how it'll be like next year! And when we'll have class/school excursions, i won't have a partner to look out for hot angmohs :( we'll walk to school together! THIS IS SADDENING, MAN! thanks for being my best friend! <3

Tiffany
Tiffy! Thanks for being my friend :) AND THANK YOU FOR ACCOMPANYING ME TO YISHUN LOL~!

Siang Ying
Hi~ i'm not close to you either.. well.. good luck in the future. :)

OKAY MY FINGERS HURT FROM TYPING SO I'LL STOP NOW. (Phone internet, so yeah...) Shall write about the boys some other day!

2009-10-18T10:59:00.002+08:00

it's official that my blog has died :D
i have no interest in blogging much, but oh well i'm excited right now so might as well i'll blog!

MY PARENTS LET ME GO SEE LEE MIN-HO LIVE AT PLAZA SINGAPURA ON THE 24TH OF OCTOBER!
damn excited til i can't sleep!

2009-09-13T16:46:00.002+08:00

GABE GABE GABE GABRIEL SAPORTA <3
he replied meeee :) made my day.
COBRA STARSHIP FTW!

2009-09-05T20:21:00.001+08:00

watching The Prince and the Pauper with my cousins. Had fun today.

Sooo, Love Drunk album release on 8th September. 3 more days! Can't wait for my bundle to arrive!
i'm going out with The Martinsayers on 9th September to celebrate Martin's birthday, SO STOKED. Will be going with Ho Ling, then the rest.

2009-08-23T21:28:00.001+08:00

www.ustream.tv/seankingstontv

"Singapore, we'll be there in October. We'll see you there."

- Martin

OMG OMG OMG OMG.
The Martinsayers and I shall stalk them or at least like Nat said "show up where ever they are all the time".
but during exam :(
damn why must they always come when during exam period!? last year i didn't go when they came here for the Nike+Human Race and I cried at home watching it while studying for the common test :(((

2009-08-22T21:38:00.001+08:00

2009-08-19T16:18:00.006+08:00

my guilty pleasures:
(1) i love to shop online so much that i'm out of $$$$.
(2) i. don't. want. to. blog. any. more.

i'll elaborate on
(1): i recently bought the Boys Like Girls premium bundle which costs me $99. I'm paying Natalie $54.50 for my Cobra Starship stuff soon. i'm buying Glamour Kills' All Time Low Nothing personal, a few GoMerch stuff, and Jac Vanek wristbands. oh, why do we need money in this world :(

(2): Blogger = whatever. i'm using MSN, Twitter, MySpace and FaceBook which is waaaaay better lah can. that's why my blog die already. i never entertain.

Btw, this car is so awesome.
WOWWWWWWWWW.

anyways. it's so fun to scare Adli with my so called "broken finger". and and and in Lit class Miss Nithiya said she's gonna give us each a flour babyyyyyyyy. omg this is gonna be fun!

2009-08-12T17:06:00.002+08:00

i'll update my blog whenever i feel like it. rot rot rot madafuckers.